Am i in love or just infatuated?

We met in sixth grade, although young i felt something almost immediatly the feeling was unprecedented in my life thus far, we became bestfriends, but only friends nothing more, she had a boyfriend one who didn't treat her very well and i was always her way out through everything she could always count on me and i could always count on her, we were best friends over a year after i had met her she finally told me that we could take our relationship to the next level. And i was in heaven we were in love so completely and litteraly we were unseperable we gave up all our friends just to be with eachother, every day we hung out we were bestfriends lovers and soulmates i know that , we dated three years we started having trouble and she dumped me almost two months ago and i still cant stop thinking about her so i need to know if im in love or just infatuated? i remember when she said yes to date me, it was on my birthday january tenth i loved that day every year, i remember our first kiss on her birthday on january 22 it was heaven everything played out perfectly it was great i couldn't possibly ask for somone better, i remember meeting her parents one month after we started dating i remember our late night walks and our late night talks i remember the feeling i got everytime i hugged her i remember how she tastes with her lips against mine i remember the way she smelled whenever she was around its the only smell i smell its the only taste i taste its the feeling i long for everyday im alive, i miss her dearly and i think she is just going through a phase do i love her honestly? i am almost positive i do? its been two months and i know she has to think of me it takes two to make a connection how do i get her back? im so confused and inflicted these past two months ugh i need help now! ten points to best answer.